mybffjenni: This picture of my grandpa looking down at my grandma’s picture just gives me goosebumps.  It tore me apart inside to see her slowly breaking down in the hospital for those 6 weeks. But what was worst? Seeing her in the hospital 10 minutes just after she stopped breathing. Just laying with her head tilted and mouth open hoping for a glimpse of breathing. Even more worst? Feeling her hands and face. Just touching her feels like theres nothing left. no sense of body heat, no soul, no more of my grandma. Her body was much more colder and blue at the viewing the following thursday and friday.   It still strikes me that just 2 months ago, she was normal, being around with all smiles, taking her pills, playing with her grandchildren, asking me questions, steadily walking. Didn’t even need a wheel chair or cane. But at the hospital her body organs slowly shut off on her.. and now she’s no longer exists on earth. I cry to often even though I know she’s in a better place. She literally had a heart of gold, THE sweetest grandmother I could ask for and i’m glad she’s known around the community and church for that. I’ve had SO many memories ever since I was able to remember, and I cherish them all. I’m glad to have lived so close within 10 minutes. But what do I regret? Growing up thinking about other things and forgetting that she’s aging too having little time. I wish I have invested my time with her more especially knowing she would pass away so soon.  She’s.. Grandma. Like, I never would imagine to ever loose her. Even though that doesn’t seem realistic because everyone at one point has to die.. she’s just someone that you absolutely can’t imagine to not have around because of all the happiness she brings whenever any of us visits. But I feel like the sorrow I have for my grandma isn’t even comparable to the sorrows of my mom, uncle and aunts. Total of 10 children, and they all managed to always call my grandma almost every day even though some live at a far distance.  I still remember the stories she use to tell me about Vietnam.. it still amazes me. The history of my family gives me so much pride. Really inspiring. My grandmas funeral today brought my family all over the world to come together.. it was really nice to meet cousins I didn’t even know I had. As my first funeral ever.. most devastating event i’ve ever experienced. but no surprise.  At least she died peacefully, and she lived a very fulfilled life. God is welcoming her into his kingdom and now she can watch over her 10 children, all her grandchildren, and grandchildren children.  It was a pleasure knowing and becoming so close to you my whole life.  I love and miss you, so much. Rest in Paradise, Grandma :’) 
GRADUATION TODAY

wtf i’m old.

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